So much to do and so little time..

Sheesh!!! Why is there so little time in a day? It doesn't matter how productive you are there always seems to be more that could have gotten done. Lately it seems I just haven't had the time to blog and when I do sign on to give it a whirl my mind drops back to punt! Most of the time I have more thoughts than I could put on paper but lately I think I haven't slowed down enough to even think. Life is good right now, kinda wading into new waters in my personal life. It's different but not at all how I imagined. It's amazing what releases can happen in our lives once we tear the walls down and open up to whatever may come our way. I wonder, what have I missed over the years due to my blindness, my walls? Hmm...interesting,I just received a text. After almost three years my ex-wife just sent me a text telling me goodbye. Don't misunderstand, we have spoken on several occasions, what I'm saying is that she just now decided to let me go. I write this only because she tried to slap me in the face with my "openness" and since I am writing about that very thing I thought I would share. She just wished me luck in all my endeavors and adventures that I am enjoying because I am so open to life and new things. She then proceeded to tell me that I was not truly open to new things because if I were I would have given her another chance, that I would have tried seeing her in a new light, her "now" opposed to the 18 year old that I married (and was married to 14 years). Interesting?! So I wonder if she thinks I don't really know her after 17 years? Has she made such a change in the last few years that I would find new love where old love never existed? For my disclaimer I will say she truly is a wonderful person but we got married too young and I just never knew what love was. This too she made a point to mention that now I know what love is and I should have given "us" another chance. Well, I don't understand how people think you can just fall in love with anyone you choose. If this were the case no one would be alone, everyone would be happy and the world would be a simpler place. Reality check! You can lead a heart to love but you can't make it fall. The heart is a funny thing, it falls for whom it will, when it will and knows no bounds in doing so and on the flip side when you find someone you would like to fall in love with the heart lays dormant, go figure? So, now that my mind has been swayed from the original thought process I think I will get back to work, after all, there is so much to do and so little time....
Keeponkeepin'on

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