A word for you

I really would like to help you but I just don't know how. I don't think me being at your fingertips has helped you move on, and on the other hand I know being just out of reach is what hurts the most. It can be quite confusing. I hate that you are hurting. I don't know if it is warranted or not but nevertheless I feel guilty somehow, even though I never did anything to intentionally hurt you. I still believe I was only temporal in your life, at least for the purpose of opening you up. I'm sure all that still confuses you but look at where you are now to where you were 1 year ago. If you look hard enough I know you will find many positives that you can be thankful for. Try to get comfortable on the high wire you're walking, realize it is just another route, a passage on your journey. Wherever the road may lead gather the tidbits of happiness along the way. The sun still shines through the rain though the clouds block it from view. So what if it's raining, the beautiful flowers are standing tall thankful for the drink-look at them, they're just as pretty in the rain. Is it really that dark and gloomy around you or has your focus been misdirected? Listen as the birds talk to God and sing to you, can you still hear them? Smell the fresh scents in the moistened air, that's Gods refreshing breath of life.
Look around at all he has created just for you, the colors, the sounds. There is love all around you. You are never alone, Papa is always watching over you. He hears your cries, he feels your pain. Your growing pains are birthing a new, more beautiful you, keep pressing on. Don't let the rain stop you from seeing the gifts he gives you throughout each and every day. You are so blessed. Don't think you are not loved just because those around you don't know how to help you on this walk, sometimes they are barely standing themselves. I've seen those around you, as I've told you before-you are wealthy beyond measure in love. Keeponkeepin'on

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